Y’all I’m about to be a senior in two weeks, which means school starts in two weeks. I can’t deal with is, where did my summer go? Wasn’t I suppose to go on some grand  life- altering adventure this summer? Wasn’t I suppose to be productive? I know for a fact that I was suppose to have already finished my online classes by now, I mean for Pete’s sake it’s  been almost three months and I still haven’t finished. Netflix is too much of a seductress, it lures me into it’s television trap until  I’m nothing but a shell of a  productive girl. Also, Taylor the Latte Boy is quite the distraction…sigh.

Furthermore, the fact that summer ends in two weeks means that I’m about to be thrown into the whirlwind of college applications, essays, and rivers of tears. There’s so many unanswered questions I have like, where am I even applying?  State or Private school? Big city or small city? In state or out of state? How expensive is too expensive? What are my life goals? This is too much for little  ‘ol me to handle, I’m going to explode from the buckets  of stress that have descended upon me.  Why is the college application process so completely and utterly terrifying? I’m terrified…and stressed. Never forget stressed.

Moreover, I blew off reading my summer assignments and now I must read two books before school starts and retain all the information for school. Y’all procrastination is never your friend, it may seem like it at the time, but it lies. Don’t give into procrastination, be productive instead. You’ll thank yourself later, trust me. I would know. Although, the fact that I have a timed writing on the second day of school is ridiculous. Are they trying to kill the students? That’s just plain rude.

Wish me luck, I’m going to need it this year.